This car accident has landed me
Back to square one.
When you’re at your boyfriends house because he insists on you coming over right away.
And when you arrive, he proceeds to sleep
& sleep
& sleep
& sleep.
Whaaaaa. I just wanna wake him up, but I don’t wanna grumpy butt on my hands.
Boooooo.
Problems of a good girlfriend.
UGH.
Update——
Graduated early.
Working a lot.
Staying out late.
Less stressed.
Ready for summer.
Ready for college.
YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Sometimes, I feel like I’m damaged goods and that’s all I’ll ever amount to.
It’s so hard to tell yourself you deserve so much more when you’ve put up with so much bullshit. It’s so hard right now.
How is it that everybody can move on so quickly, while I’m constantly sitting here dwelling on my past. Yeah, yeah, I know it’s my past, get over it, blah blah blah. I don’t care. I’m a dweller and I hate it.
(Source: alivebycandlelights, via aubreyclaire-s)
“When a good thing goes bad, it’s not the end of the world. It’s just the end of a world.” -Drake
Whenever I think about forgiving you, all I can ever think about is you screaming at me. Yelling at me. Cussing at me. How I begged you to stop. How you looked straight into my eyes and kept going. Didn’t you see the hurt? Couldn’t you tell by my cries? Why didn’t you stop? Why couldn’t you stop? Why would you do that to me? I don’t get it and I still cry. The feelings still there. All that hurt is still there. All I can do is here and ignore your calls and texts because I don’t know what I want to do. I don’t know how I got myself in this situation. I just need time by myself. I know you’re sorry, but that doesn’t fix anything.
